The following is the piece Frank wrote:
"Rolled into Grey Area
as the sun set (or simply the grey light I had been walking in all day began to
dim). An American joint in the middle of Amsterdam. Funny, there really aren't
any Dutch coffeeshops since the only group of people who don't smoke it here
are in fact the Dutch.
All three hazed faces
twisted to look at me. Yep I look like a tourist but so are they. Two similar
animals realize one another. Walk to the counter and place the typical American
Tourist order: "Uhhhm... What would you recommend?"
After fumbling through an
awkward social interchange involving the name "Tennessee" and
"arrested development" and "No, it's a band too" and
"I know", I took my easiest spot that was available. In the corner by
the window. Like putting a product on display.
This place is tiny. Like
smaller than European tiny. The walls are covered in stickers from forgotten
bands and groups and God-knows-whats. Every table contains the residue of those
that came before me and the probable future impartments of those who will
follow me on this pilgrimage of folly (although this exact pilgrimage may be
coming to an end like so many other forgotten rituals of hedonism and sanctity
alike).
I invoke the Butane gods
and start down the path to a world that is entertaining, frightening and
enlightening. A road I've been down a few times and I'm starting to learn how
to read the map through it.
The fellow patrons in fro-
What the fuck is that
snapping noise?! Sorry but I keep hearing a sudden sound from across this tiny
display case. I think it's something the Italians are doing. Ok back on track
now:
The fellow patrons in front
of me settle back into their cloud-soft iron chairs and strike up a
conversation that I figure I didn't interrupt but had probably been started before
this hour.
I try the social hand for a
long minute before going behind the greatest social shield of the present day
world. The "smart" phone". I pick up snippets of conversations
and tail ends of friendly jokes, fellow Tourist/Clients come and go. Never
really a queue for service. Few stick around after they collect their prize.
Off to the bars of the city, the ones near the passion-sellers' glazed windows
of triumphs to be made and other hazed shops of fogged glory (never a house).
I mull over what choice
I'll take when it comes to my asking for permission to leave behind a part of
my existence. Risk awkward denial (or approval) and tread through another
social interchange? pick the lazy (or cowardly) option and simply pull myself
out of this den? or be the awkward rebel (or penguin) and simply leave behind
my present without asking?
How long have I been
writing for now? Feels like maybe I've been here a long hour. Not in any real
hurry mind you. There's good music playing, warmer in than out and I'm rather
enjoying sitting here and pressing my distracted thoughts past ancient design
and into the modern day mind. God I hope I read this tomorrow and it's not
purely gibberish. Maybe I'll get lucky and actually write one decent idea down.
Looks like my choice to
travel on now or not has been made for me. "Hey man just so you know, we
close in fifteen minutes. Just so you know."
"Oh OK""
Thanks again and happy travels Frank
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